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<!--Generated by Squarespace V5 Site Server v5.13.594-SNAPSHOT-1 (http://www.squarespace.com) on Tue, 09 Jun 2026 01:25:06 GMT--><rss xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><title>February 2009</title><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/</link><description></description><lastBuildDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:48:59 +0000</lastBuildDate><copyright></copyright><language>en-US</language><generator>Squarespace V5 Site Server v5.13.594-SNAPSHOT-1 (http://www.squarespace.com)</generator><item><title>The Art of Procrastination</title><category>a little goes a long way</category><category>education</category><category>education</category><category>indonesia</category><category>indonesia</category><category>mediocrity</category><category>travel</category><category>travel</category><category>writing</category><category>writing</category><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 12:33:51 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/24/the-art-of-procrastination.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3114094</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>From <em>The Chronicle Review</em> by W.W. Pannapacker.</p>
<p>..."Productive mediocrity requires discipline of an ordinary kind. It is safe and threatens no one. Nothing will be changed by mediocrity; mediocrity is completely predictable. It doesn't make the powerful and self-satisfied feel insecure. It doesn't require freedom, because it doesn't do anything unexpected. Mediocrity is the opposite of what we call "genius."</p>
<p>Mediocrity gets perfectly mundane things done on time. But genius is uncontrolled and uncontrollable. You cannot produce a work of genius according to a schedule or an outline. As <strong>Leonardo</strong> knew, it happens through random insights resulting from unforeseen combinations. Genius is inherently outside the realm of known disciplines and linear career paths. Mediocrity does exactly what it's told, like the docile factory workers envisioned by Frederick Winslow Taylor."</p>
<p><a href="http://chronicle.com/temp/reprint.php?id=zs61txc4kwr4kd1q1rjbfxt41952gdmf">more...</a></p>
<p>Metta.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><img src="http://tmleonard.com/picture/dsc_0393.jpg?pictureId=954936&amp;asGalleryImage=true&amp;__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1235475631637" alt="" /></span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3114094.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>My Chinese home</title><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 22:32:06 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/23/my-chinese-home.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3095744</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>Heat. Love and interior wisdom. All the dirt, construction, heavy equipment</p>
<p>and the digging</p>
<p>filling old blue dump trucks with musty Stalinist leftovers.</p>
<p>Riding motorcycle vegetables, women waiting</p>
<p>behind baskets of produce. Produce.</p>
<p>Fields are eternally productive,</p>
<p>Patient greens turn down the sun.</p>
<p>Educational catastrophe inside the machine.</p>
<p>"Text me baby. Consume my voice, eat delicious 'what if's' and 'maybes.'</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3095744.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Cleaning</title><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:29:45 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/22/cleaning.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3089095</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>Roshi likens the breath during zazen to a windshield wiper,</p>
<p>each inhalation and exhalation simply cleaning the dust from one's mind,</p>
<p>the way a wiper cleans a windshield.</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><img src="http://tmleonard.com/picture/shoe%20repair%20%28b%26w%29.jpg?pictureId=704959&amp;asGalleryImage=true&amp;__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1235338604876" alt="" /></span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3089095.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Dysfunctional decisions</title><category>a little goes a long way</category><category>education</category><category>education</category><category>indonesia</category><category>indonesia</category><category>mediocrity</category><category>mediocrity</category><category>travel</category><category>travel</category><category>travel tales</category><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 09:29:09 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/22/dysfunctional-decisions.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3087406</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>After the kind man flew away from the archipelago on short notice with years on his extensive resume, for a new job in the Middle Eats to pay life's support expenses I returned home from his fare-thee-well dinner of delicious grilled fired fish and giant prawns swimming in garlic to find a medium sized cock-a-roach scurrying in from the back garden heading toward the dark safety of bags and boxes in a spare room.</p>
<p>A room filled with Turkish delight, a sweet gooey substance made of nuts, berries and flakey pastry. A room resplendent with bird songs, echoes of silk warbling blues riffs, improvisational bass lines and the sweet smell of a flute.</p>
<p>A room filled with sad, lonely spoiled crying children. Dysfunctional family futures.</p>
<p>A room dancing with the autocratic sensation remembering how he perceived his past decision late last year to decline a doctor's advice and proceeded with a dangerous medical exploratory option to check out the source of his internal distress. "No anesthetic," he said to Doctor Death.&nbsp;</p>
<p>How this decision almost killed him. How this decision at that microscopic moment inside time, oh <em>time</em>, such a valiant teacher, an educator, how this decision cost him vast quantities of flood blood. How he claimed he saw and felt a warm light swarming him, flashing along his skeleton bathing him. How he needed transfusions. Lots of transfusions. Understanding by design. A frayed fabric. A needle dripping volunteered slavery.</p>
<p>Why do simple medical problems escalate into a life threatening crisis? Rash misunderstanding of how and why the human body says one thing and the ego intellect extinguishes flashing emergency lights, ignoring warning signals?&nbsp;</p>
<p>Being a Super Hero has it's risks.</p>
<p>Plant a seed.</p>
<p>So it goes.</p>
<p>Metta.&nbsp;</p>
<p><span class="thumbnail-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="javascript:showFullImage('/display/ShowImage?imageUrl=%2Fpicture%2Farch%2520fountain.jpg%3FpictureId%3D211363%26asGalleryImage%3Dtrue%26__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION%3D1235293442003',1024,768);"><img src="http://tmleonard.com/storage/thumbnails/329627-211363-thumbnail.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1235293442003" alt="" /></a>&nbsp;</span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3087406.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>The Rice Farmer</title><category>a little goes a long way</category><category>economics</category><category>indonesia</category><category>indonesia</category><category>travel</category><category>writing</category><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2009 22:39:11 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/19/the-rice-farmer.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3052708</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Bali sunset light. A light of soft gentle music from a choir of painters. A tapestry on a loom of sky. Mountains stand strong and silent in the distance.&nbsp;</p>
<p><span> </span>Ducks settle down in their straw hut as a young waitress reads in an upstairs section of a bamboo restaurant. Business is slow.&nbsp; Downstairs a child cries as someone slices dark green vegetables on a chopping block mixed with laughter. Motorcycles race along a twisted road blazing shrill horns. Birds and gekkos create twilight music as day slowly fades.</p>
<p><span> </span>A narrow dusty dirt uphill path winds through the jungle. A woman with deeply lined brown skin wearing a purple sarong passes in and out of shadows. She maintains a steady pace balancing a stack of red bricks on a torn dirty yellow towel wrapped around her head. Her brown eyes glance down at the rocky terrain and up, straight ahead.</p>
<p><span> </span>A gaunt rice farmer cleans debris from around rice stalks in a paddy near Monkey Forest Road. He wears faded blue shorts, a torn yellow t-shirt and sweat-soiled straw hat.</p>
<p><span> </span>He pulls, smooths, and pats thick wet muddy soil in the water while tossing clumps on a pile of rocks at a construction project.</p>
<p><span> </span>As daylight escapes he moves along a rice paddy terrace, stopping to splash water on his arms and legs removing the mud of his day with strong fingers and hands sliding up and down leather skin.&nbsp;</p>
<p><span> </span>Picking up an old hoe, he places it on a thin shoulder and continues along narrow edges inspecting adjacent paddies. Calloused feet trace a zig-zag pattern toward a dark horizen of trees and thick tropical forest. His figure becomes smaller and smaller. &nbsp;</p>
<p><span> </span>A slight breeze moves through green rice. Rice paddy water stands silent.</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><img src="http://tmleonard.com/picture/dsc_1349.jpg?pictureId=1820596&amp;asGalleryImage=true&amp;__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1234993485286" alt="" /></span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3052708.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Memory as Fiction</title><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2009 22:24:59 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/17/memory-as-fiction.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3048440</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>Rainy season. Dancing black birds inside dark leafed night.</p>
<p>Shuffling wings, rustling feathered bodies.</p>
<p>"Don't forget to bring the sewing kit back," she said.</p>
<p>Stitch a long highway, rolling thunder,</p>
<p>fast clouds, heavy cool tropical rain, cool refreshing music.</p>
<p>A single drop of water on a red hibiscus.&nbsp;</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
<p><span class="thumbnail-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="javascript:showFullImage('/display/ShowImage?imageUrl=%2Fpicture%2Fdsc_1062.jpg%3FpictureId%3D1820552%26asGalleryImage%3Dtrue%26__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION%3D1234906358813',806,1200);"><img src="http://tmleonard.com/storage/thumbnails/3125144-1820552-thumbnail.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1234906358814" alt="" /></a></span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3048440.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>The Japanese Couple</title><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 15 Feb 2009 01:21:30 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/15/the-japanese-couple.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:3030642</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>A young Japanese couple walked on the sandy path leading from the south end of the is-land.</p>
<p>He carried a heavy black back pack and white plastic bag. His face was light and happy. Filled with hope.</p>
<p>Filled with hope and expectations. He imagined they were lost on a deserted is-land, a paradise away from family, friends, work, pressure, stress, telecommunications, machines, sushi and caged animals.</p>
<p>His wife, a thin thing, wore a pink sun hat-bonnet, white shorts covering pale legs, a white blouse and low heeled brown open toed backed shoes. Her face was severe. She studied grounded sand with pinpoint black eyes. Her shoes were the problem in the sand - slippery, no grip and tiresome treading. It was a struggle to keep up with her happy husband. She was always behind.</p>
<p>She was always behind his long shadow.</p>
<p>She swallowed her displeasure, the apparently endless future sand path and trudged on in silence. Her Tao. Grains of sand in her hourglass.</p>
<p>He was a boy ant, seeing seas ceaselessly churning blue and white waves, distant flat deep blue waters, a rising volcanic mountain surrounded by clouds, feeling crisp air on his face, maintaining a steady pace.&nbsp;</p>
<p>They didn't see the cemetery to their right, the green grove, rune coral fragments, solitary green and white headstones with Arabic script or a dancing delicate spider's web reflecting 1,001 points of diamond light.</p>
<p>Then they disappeared.</p>
<p>(Translated by Wave)</p>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-3030642.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Writers on Steroids</title><category>a little goes a long way</category><category>indonesia</category><category>steroids</category><category>story</category><category>travel tales</category><category>writing</category><category>writing</category><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 22:07:55 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/10/writers-on-steroids.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:2996730</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Editor's note: this was organically published in June, 2005.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Ok,&rdquo; I said to the Senate Committee investigating <strong>Writers On Steroids</strong> in Room 2143 of the grand facade off Bluejay Way. They stared at me with jaundiced eyes. They shuffled paper. An old tottering fool of a Grand Inquisitor pounded his gavel.</p>
<p>I remembered him from the McCarthy Era and feared the worst.</p>
<p>&ldquo;You are accused of taking steroids to enhance your writing performance. We have evidence from editors, hacks and wan-ta-na-bees that you and perhaps thousands of your ilk  slaving away like drones in the dungeons of mediocrity, dreams, illusions and journalistic heaven on word machines have boosted your word output through the use of banned, I repeat, banned substances. Say it isn&rsquo;t so, say it&rsquo;s all a lie, a misconception, hearsay. What say you?&rdquo;</p>
<p>I took a drink of pure spring water from mysterious unfiltered Alaskan lakes. A naked trout started dancing on the table in front of me and I laughed.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Ha, you're joking aren't you?&rdquo; I stuttered, spitting water all over the microphone. It shorted out and I was forced to use my voice minus amplification.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Of course I sue steroids, why, in fact, in truth of fact and fiction I sear the meat on your grill with my defamatory remarks. The pills are beautiful and come in a variety of colors, like rainbows. They open doors of perception with wonder, shock and awe. I have irrefutable evidence that your committee grooved the approval of these pharmaceutical delights thanks to the huge financial contribution by multinational drug companies to keep you in office. It's well known this country, let alone sports &ldquo;heroes&rdquo; have been programmed to ingest chemicals.&rdquo;</p>
<p>I jumped on the table with the naked trout and started yelling. &ldquo;We are <em><span style="font-style: normal;">ALL</span></em> filled with chemicals you idiots. It's the American way of life. It's the new mantra, Run, Read, Write with Greater Efficiency and Prose the Poem with diligence and fortitude using Elements of Style. It&rsquo;s the style baby, the demolition charge under your hat, Jack.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Order, order,&rdquo; yelled a bailiff approaching me with caution, mace and industrial strength handcuffs. &ldquo;Down boy!&rdquo;  	 They shackled me. The Grand Inquisitor handed down my sentence. It had a noun, verb and object.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Take the prisoner to Cuba and give him an orange jump suit. Interrogate him and deprive him of his writes.&rdquo;</p>
<p>I screamed in anguish as they dragged me past a pharmacy filled with promise, hope and salvation. &ldquo;You haven&rsquo;t heard the last word from me. Where&rsquo;s my trout?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-2996730.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Women do the weaving</title><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 11:54:33 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/8/women-do-the-weaving.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:2985242</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>Yes, another little audio adventure, <a href="http://web.me.com/tmleonard/Journeys_-_The_Middle_Kingdom/Podcast/Entries/2009/2/8_MK_65.html">MK 65</a> is available for your sunny ears.</p>
<p>Lobes and canals, rivers of wax, filtered noise, sounds, musical interludes, auditory hallucinations, voices, and so on.</p>
<p>Women do all the weaving on Lombok. Men do not have the patience.</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><img src="http://tmleonard.com/picture/dsc_1355.jpg?pictureId=1798568&amp;asGalleryImage=true&amp;__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1234091222664" alt="" /></span></span></p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/rss-comments-entry-2985242.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>A Warung story</title><category>a little goes a long way</category><category>cemetery</category><category>education</category><category>indonesia</category><category>indonesia</category><category>story</category><category>tale</category><category>travel tales</category><category>writing</category><dc:creator>tm leonard</dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 07 Feb 2009 00:36:35 +0000</pubDate><link>http://tmleonard.com/february-2009/2009/2/7/a-warung-story.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">26374:3353788:2977413</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Greetings,</p>
<p>He started this story on a Saturday morning. He was somewhere between dawn and noon.&nbsp;</p>
<p>He sat on a thick green pillow at a Sasak warung, a small simple eatery. He'd found this place a couple of days earlier and liked it because it was quiet. The entire Air island was quiet. Maybe 1,000 residents.&nbsp;</p>
<p>It was one of three islands off the coast of Lombok in Indonesia. It was called Gili Air. It was quiet.&nbsp;</p>
<p>The bamboo pavilion where he enjoyed thick black coffee, hand rolled Drum cigarettes and serenity faced the ocean or maybe it was the sea or perhaps the Straits. Either one it was big and blue. Across the water was the island of Lombok. On this particular day Rinjani, the volcano at 3,500 meters was obscured by low grey and high white clouds.</p>
<p>He read "<em><a href="http://www.bookrags.com/The_Elephant_Vanishes">The Elephant Vanishes</a></em>," a collection of short stories by Haruki Murakami.&nbsp;</p>
<p>One of the main reasons he liked sitting here was because it was next to a small cemetery.&nbsp;</p>
<p>Ten or twelve small plots, a few eroded headstones with scattered grey and coral borders in a grove of small trees. Weeds and small pieces of trash.</p>
<p>He always found cemetaries when he roamed around the planet. Peaceful places where he learned and observed customs, habits, histories. Air. Bursa, Turkey, Grazalema, Spain to remember three.</p>
<p>How the small Spanish village in the Sierras used crypts near the Catholic church. How they were decorated with plastic flowers. How empty crypts held cleaning materials, rags, bricks and trowels.</p>
<p>How the grazing white and grey sheep near the Catholic Cemetario filled rising green fields. There was a beautiful single palm tree in the courtyard. Behind iron gates lay silent white crypts decorated with real and plastic flowers, names, dates and old faded curling black and white photographs of the dead where a procession of men laid a 40-year old friend of theirs to rest last week.&nbsp;</p>
<p>They slid his wooden casket into a long stone cold cement cavity, blessed themselves and returned to the village for sherry and conversation full of memories speaking about the man who died alone with no wife or children and above the crypts were gray cliffs and peaks in heavily wooded forests and the sky was a watercolor in progress as white, grey, orange and blue colors hurtled on an east wind. Where families of Egyptian vultures expanded their wings on thermals.&nbsp;</p>
<p>After this vision he returned to Spanish crypts.</p>
<p><span> </span>He manipulated his camera obscura tool in fast fading light making images of interments with names and flowers, passages of memory in love and sadness, chiseled history and their pueblo connection. He imaged down cavities and shells of carefully constructed rectangular rows of empty passages.&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>They were invisible stories waiting to be told. Stories of desire, conflict, ambiguities, metaphors, and silence. Waiting for air to carry them to the listening faithful. They were silent stories, silent night of the pious, silent in their collective breathing. Stories inside stories.</em>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Metta.</p>
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