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Thursday
Oct152009

Cat-Cat - My and Mo

Greetings,

Cat-Cat village is down a long meandering rough flag stone step path, descending into vision's river, bamboo forests, rolling green hills, mountain ranges. A range of endless possibilities in an unlimited universe.

 

Steps lead past frail farming family bamboo homes, some with wooden siding. Women wash and dry the long streamers of blue indigo cloth used to make clothing. It stains their hands, from all the washing and dying, a dark grayish blue shade.


Naked H’mong kids play, pee, run, stare, take care of siblings. All the homes have small tables in front selling “silver” (cheap Chinese tin) jewelry, standard woven bags, wall hangings, shirts, rough hand carved stone souvenirs and trinkets.


The steps lead down into forests near a wide river and the waterfall. More shops, drinks, trinkets. Tourists from Ha Noi run around taking photos of each other with cascading water in the background. 

There is a small H’mong theatre behind the shops. I wander in. A team from OCSI (Open Community Solution Investment Joint Stock Company) is filming H’mong girls and one boy dancing and playing a small mouth harp.

A group of H’mong girls sit and embroider. Boys smoke and watch the action. Everyone shifts outside where the “star” sits with two girls and they show him how to move the needle through fabric. What they do as the waterfall roars down behind them. 

I visited the Chocolate & Baguette place to speak with Ms. Tao about their humanitarian work and hospitality training school. The C&B is a boutique hotel with four rooms and extensive menu in Vietnamese, French and English. The headquarters is in Ha Noi. They have long and strong connections with the French. 

The hearing impaired, blind and destitute children from around Vietnam come to the Hoa Sua school for training and education in embroidery, hotel services, bakery, housekeeping and English. They return home with skills to find meaningful employment. They are empowered. 

Standard operating procedure is for the young girls (I never saw any boys selling on the street) to canvas hotels and restaurants where tourists go. They wait.

Mo, 10 and My, 8, two little H’mong munchkins I remembered from yesterday waited outside near the sidewalk. My is a real street urchin wearing a dirty green t-shirt, jeans and filthy yellow perforated sandals. Everyone wears these cheap sandals except some older girls who lead treks and wear stable Teva sandals. The map is not the territory. 

“Buy from me!” 

“What do you have?”

My pulled out long embroidered wallets, colorful cloth wrist bands and postcards. “Look, here, cheap,” thrusting them at me. Miniature vultures descending on a hapless victim. 

“Ah,” I said, laughing, “I remember you from yesterday.”

Sapa’s a small place and it doesn’t take long for all the street sellers to make your acquaintance. 

“Sorry. Not interested,” I said. I walked away down stone steps. I stopped to watch men laying new stones in the stairs, looked through a rusty gate at a “museum” and turned around. The girls were coming down. 

“Where are you going?” I asked.

“Down to the market,” said Mo.

“Ok,” I said, “let’s go together.”

Down we went past small sidewalk vendors, past the circle of grass ringed with Vietnamese blue tarps, trinkets and sleepers. Teams of H’mong and red Dzao women. 

“Would you like a soda? I’m going to the market for coffee.”

“Ok, said Mo. 

So we hung out together in the market I had java and they had fantastic soda in a place overlooking valleys and fog - cloud covered hills, steel blue gray and dark wisps of flying water. A watercolor heaven. 

So I suggested we meet the next day for lunch in the market. They said they had a good selling day - belts, bags, purses, handiwork - how their reality is destined to be “on the street.”

How the 8-year old said she has limited opportunities for school.

“My mom said I need to make money.”

Metta.

 

Sunday
Oct112009

"Buy From Me! Buy From Me!"

Greetings,

Sapa was high and it was deep. 

It is a small mountain town in the northwest. Population around 15,000. Not including animals like water buffalo, chicks and pigs. The chicks come in on the weekends to hustle the hormonal driven male visiting piggies. 

The swine stuff their faces and buy cheap Chinese plastic junk.

The water buffalo labor in the rice paddies before humans plant. The rest of the year they graze and make baby water buffalos. There is the picture of a buffalo on the American nickel. I don’t know of they are genetically related. Probably through some distant cousin who wandered North then East over the Bering Strait 40,000 years ago migrating south for their winter vacation. 

I am sitting down now 24. Mountain air. It will become a deep awareness and this is only the beginning. The first day.

Orientation to the small mountain hamlet; lake, fog, sky, wild mind visions: hotel near Vietnamese bus station. $10 a night. Room 402. No hot water. Clean sheets and a thick comforter. Seeing Eastern mountains, sunrise, rolling clouds. 

Paint a Zen watercolor.

H’mong, Red Dzao and Tay women with their colorful work; belts, beads, bags, detailed embroidery. This is a delightful reminder of travels in Yunnan in early 90’s. Memory. Tribal migrations from the China, Tibet and Laos across mountains, through valleys, along rivers.

Settling in the rugged mountains, then gradually moving down to valleys to farm, this agricultural settlement from the hunter-gather stage of evolution. Animal husbandry. Simple homes made of bamboo, later of wood. Concrete details are missing from this picture of habitat development.

Kind persistent kids and adult have mastered a direct sales approach. “BUY FROM ME! You look at my things?”

They break the ice with excellent English. Kids learned this language from the invading barbarians. The white ghosts. The French were here first.

“Where are you from?” 

“What is your name?” 

“Where do you go today?” 

“Want to see my village?”

I wander past Vietnamese restaurants. Bored girls trim greens, slouch in chairs, sleep with their arms curled around their head, munch junk snacks, chat with their friends and digit their cell phones. They are driving the local economy. They are driving each other crazy.

The central market zone. The ramshackle concrete structure with broken slabs of stone, moss covered slippery stone steps. This ageless, timeless human zone of interaction, multiple languages, a la Tibetan villages.

Yes. Fresh clear clean cool air. A most pleasant shift from the Ha Noi noxious fumes. This is small rural village life; air, attitudes, and energies.

Metta.

(Editors note: as a special bonus, here is Middle Kingdom podcast #81, just released.)
  

 

 

 

Friday
Oct092009

Herta Muller - Nobel Prize for Literature 2009

Greetings,

Herta Muller has been awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature. She left Romania in 1987 and now lives in Berlin.

Her work documents her personal experience living under the totalitarian dictatorship of Ceausescu. Remember 1984; thought police, 700,000 informers, corruption, secret police. People just disappear. Remember Kafka writing in Prague.

Muller lost her job as a translator at a tractor company for refusing secret police pressure on her to become an informant. The government never let her forget it.

She smuggled her first book to Germany with a diplomat's help. It found an editor, publisher and audience. She kept telling her story.

A woman in one of her stories works in a textile factory. She hides messages inside the seams of men's clothing to be exported to Italy. "Marry me," with her name and address.

Here is an English excerpt of "Everything I Own I Carry With Me." It is sad, strong, brilliant, poetic and harrowing. The narrator is a 17-year old on their way to a Russian work camp in the Ukraine. Muller's mother spent five years in a work camp.

..."After the five years in the camp, I strolled daily through the commotion of the streets, rehearsing in my head the best things to say, if arrested. CAUGHT RED-HANDED: against this guilty verdict I prepared a thousand excuses and alibis. I carry silent baggage. I have packed myself into silence so deeply and for so long that I can never unpack myself in words. I just pack myself differently each time I speak."

Read more...

Remember.

Metta.

Tuesday
Oct062009

Li's education

Greetings,

My name is Li. I am almost 14. I speak excellent English. I finished nine years of school in my village and learned what I really needed to know on the street. What I really needed to know to survive. What I really needed to know to make money. I use really a lot. As someone said, "You don't want to let school interfere with your education." How true. 

Tourists visit Sapa. It's in the mountains close to China. I've never been to China. Someday I plan to go back to school. It's good to have a plan. A dream. 

I'm not talking about the hungry, angry, crazy, confused day trippers from Ha Noi or HCMC. They never talk to us. They are busy eating, drinking, fooling around with "special" friends at the nightclubs and buying cheap Chinese material products. They don't buy from us. They buy a lot of junk. They must be rich.

They make me laugh because you can always tell who they are: 1) they arrive on big white buses 2) they wear bright red tour baseball hats so they don't get lost 2) they travel in packs like scared animals 3) they stay in the local government hotels and eat at the local Vietnamese places 4) they ignore you.

No, I'm talking, and I speak excellent English, about the foreigners. We, my friends and I, who work the street selling, politely pestering visitors to buy our handicrafts and offering guided treks, don't call the foreigners travelers because they are only here for 2-3 days. It's weird. Its such a beautiful place and they don't stay long.

They have a vacation schedule. I think a vacation means free time. Time is free isn't it? They eat, sleep, wander around, maybe take a trek to a local village and then, POOF! like magic they disappear. 

And then the tourist machine spits out more tourists and visitors for us to sell to, pester and offer treks to our village.

Some want to see the real deal. They want to experience nature. They want to experience the real Sapa. Some even stay overnight in my village which is great because if we avoid the hotel middlemen, the greedy ones after all the profit, my folks can make some small money.

They are super friendly people. I've been learning English from them for years. Many really get to know us, they are intelligent and thoughtful and seem to really care about us; how we live, work, play and evolve as human beings. They don't leave a mess like trash and stuff.

I'll tell you a secret. Many of us stay in Sapa overnight. We share a room for $20 a month so we can get to the hotels early and meet the tourists who want to go trekking. It's more convenient than going all the way home which takes two hours and...you understand. 

My friends and I have a lot of fun in the room. It's simple. A bed and toilet. We talk, sing songs and do our embroidery work.

I'm a great little trek leader. It's nice to do what you love and love what you do.

Nature is my teacher. Life is good in Sapa. Bye-bye.

Metta.

 

 

Monday
Oct052009

"The Gift," by William Stafford

Greetings,

William Stafford is a great poet. Here's one of his poems from whiskeyriver.

The Gift
Time wants to show you a different country. It's the one
that your life conceals, the one waiting outside
when curtains are drawn, the one Grandmother hinted at
in her crochet design, the one almost found
over at the edge of the music, after the sermon.

It's the way life is, and you have it, a few years given.
You get killed now and then, violated
in various ways. (And sometimes it's turn about.)
You get tired of that. Long-suffering, you wait
and pray, and maybe good things come - maybe
the hurt slackens and you hardly feel it any more.
You have a breath without pain. It is called happiness.

It's a balance, the taking and passing along,
the composting of where you've been and how people
and weather treated you. It's a country where
you already are, bringing where you have been.
Time offers this gift in its millions of ways,
turning the world, moving the air, calling,
every morning, "Here, take it, it's yours."
- William Stafford

Metta.